Trillium Book Awards Author Reading 2015

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It’s spring, and I am not thinking of Paris, or New York, or Barcelona. I am longing for Turku.

Turku is Finland’s southern port city, across the Baltic from Stockholm. The market is full of ingenious wooden utensils handcrafted in the archipelago. The drinking tents puff out the smell of fried onions and the voices of rowdy fisherfolk. And the library! That’s the most exciting address in town.

I was in Turku with a group of fellow scribes from the Canadian Journalism Fellowship program, run by Massey College at the University of Toronto. We had had the tour of Helsinki and we were about to take the ferry to Stockholm.


So the Gs passed me by. You know, the G-G and the Big G.

Ya, whatevs. I got optioned!

A Toronto production company, Markham Street Films, liked Sailor Girl enough that they want to make a film version. I have faith in Markham Street, because I like them, and I know they “get” SAILOR GIRL. And they have cred: A script they previously optioned, by writer-director David Bezmozgis, was invited to Sundance in January and will open in Toronto and Vancouver this June (followed by the rest of Canada).


Marcel had his tea and madeleine, I have my dark-roast coffee.

(No, I never got very far into Proust, but I think about him every morning.)

“She sent for one of those squat plump little cakes called petites madeleines, which look as though they had been molded in the fluted valve of a scallop shell … I raised to my lips a spoonful of the tea in which I had soaked a morsel of the cake. No sooner had the warm liquid mixed with the crumbs touched my palate than a shudder ran through me and I stopped, intent upon the extraordinary thing that was happening to me. An exquisite pleasure invaded my senses …


We all need mentors. If we are lucky, we find one or two, generous enough to share the odd illuminating remark or spare the odd hour or two to go over something we've written. Don Coles was an early one for me, but a better term might be "encourager." He was one of my poetry profs in the 1980s at York University, although poetry prof hardly describes his blend of humour, kindness and erudition. The guy got around in his youth, lived in Sweden and England and Western Europe, and it showed in his world view, which was more nuanced than the usual thing on that windswept campus.


Wordies are particularly susceptible to word repetition; poets and lyricists repeat words hypnotically – trying to hypnotize an audience, perhaps, but also hypnotizing themselves. Certain words take on a life of their own; dividing and spreading throughout the meme world until the culture repeats them in some kind of Tourettes-like tic (D'oh! Not!).

Which brings me to my friend Danny. Danny has started a bad-word virus with his ironic use of “anyways.”

“Anyways” is not a word, it is bad grammar used unconsciously by uncouth, bad-grammared (read: young) people. Danny started using “ANYways” as code -- as a verbal eyeroll -- to indicate his displeasure with bad-grammared people or the world in general.


Writers spend an inordinate amount of time thinking about words. Hanging with Mr. Roget, or the more obviously named descendant THE SYNONYM FINDER. Editors also brood alot over the mot juste, the clever headline pun, the perfect label. Since I am both a writer and an editor, I am constitutionally infected with the wordie virus. It doesn't mean I always give good word, but trust me, I never stop wanting to.

So the other day my son was watching THE A TEAM on Sun TV. He is 13 and had never heard of it. I had heard about it but had never seen it. (Oh my God! Mr. T's hair! So great!)

The A Team is some elite gang of troubleshooters. I couldn't tell who they were working for, but they chased bad guys in planes and dune buggies. They chased bad guys with "alacrity."


What happens in Book Club stays in Book Club. So I can only give you a highly edited account of the meeting that took place the evening of March 20, 2009, at an undisclosed location on Parliament Street.

From the moment I was buzzed upstairs to the elegant apartment over a nondescript hair salon, I knew I was in the presence of an elite group of book babes. There were flowers and music; cozy leather chairs and delicious apps (Spanish goat cheese and olives). It felt very much like an old-fashioned private club, and I felt honoured to be the first outsider to be invited (my friend Sandra, who brokered the deal, also was present).


Well, it's not that I haven't read the book. I wrote SAILOR GIRL, so I read it a few times. (Although it's been awhile, so I probably forgot stuff.) It's just that, when a book club invites you as their guest, you need to come prepared.

Tonight is my third book club visit, and the first where questions were submitted in advance. But by all accounts this is a seriously organized group, running now for two decades. They even eat dinner first, to get some of the socializing out of the way before tackling the subject.

So I'll have some time to think about the questions -- but here's a stab.


The other night I went to sleep with the sound of zombies being mown down by massive automatic weapons. The witch zombies in particular were screaming horribly as they died. One of my teenage boys was playing one of his endless series of apocalyptic XBox games. I asked him to turn the sound down.

"Hey, Mom," he said cheerfully, "I've already killed 2,000 zombies tonight."

These games make me shudder for many reasons, the main one being I don't like my teenager having a kill count. But this is the 21st century and this is what boys (and a lot of girls) do.


It happened again. Another perfect idea, at 3:20 a.m. It was for today's blog posting. It's still there, taunting me, on the edge of my mind. A tiny shiny scrap whirling around a snowglobe.

If only I had managed to acquire my ideal idea-capture device. As I wrote in my last post, it would be a small, lightweight laptop with voice recognition software. By day it could travel in my handbag, for idea-entry while on the streetcar, in the Globe cafeteria or Finn's after work. By night it would sleep beside my pillow, there to ensure that any errant idea-bite could be stored for future use. Was I just dreaming?

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